Newsletters - Love Vixen
Breathing Room
Breathing Room |
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This past weekend my Johnny Deere and I had our 'talk' about where we both saw this relationship going and what we were really looking for. He surprised me - especially with all his talk of not wanting children for at least another decade - he came out and said that he really has fallen in love with me and is happy with me and will do whatever it takes emotionally and physically to keep this relationship going. I mean it really through me for a loop and what shocked me even more was my response - I think we're moving to fast and I need some breathing room. Yes, that is what came out of my mouth - when all this time I thought it was a deep and meaningful relationship that I wanted. When it comes down to it - yes I do want a meaningful relationship but it just seemed all of a sudden that everything around me was closing in. He wanted us to spend even more time together and for me I need a part of me to have a life of my own. I just panicked because I know that I'm scared to get hurt and I know by doing that it hurt him. We're meeting tonight to talk more as we have only had a few chats over email and instant messenger because every time I go to call I again get panicky and can't do it. So it's a face-to-face meeting tonight. Hopefully, I will be able to explain myself because really I feel this way because I am in love with him too and haven't ever really felt this way before - I thought I was in love before but not like this.. When you know that you are truly in love what happens to you? Do you get panicky at the thought of a real relationship? Send your thoughts and photos to the LoveVixen@iMatchup.com. Rosie, The Love Vixen |
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